jimbothebimbo26

username

2005-04-19T23:19:58Z

ok, i did change my username, but i dont have anyone on my little listy thingy-ma-bob, so check that one.

change

2005-04-14T21:54:41Z

ok, im gunna try to change my username to awoogitchamp.ok? ok.just thought id let you all know.

hello again

2005-04-14T18:03:57Z

man, im still doing too much homework,but i really need a break. o geez. i was a hippie today. i put a blanket down outside and played guitar and did homework and drank tea and juice and talked on the phone to Ilana (i luv you! i dont know how i wouldve survived without you!) but it was really fun, i was barefoot, and its just sooooo nice out! i really wanna go for a run, but i think my mom will freak out if she finds out that i wasnt in bed sweating and doing my work. oh well, a girls gotta do hwat a girls gotta do.so, yea. i dont really have a ythig to say, i was just bored a thought id post..... ok, im gunna go be a hippie agian.

long time no talk

2005-04-14T15:44:41Z

its been such a long i\time since ive posted,a dn soooo much has happened.i got a bf, but nothing really happened, and so that over, and now hes dating my friend, but i hitnk theyre cute. iv been sick all week, and it really sux. i fel so bad cuz iv missed three days this week, 2 of which were belly dance days, which is bad cuz i dont know our whole dance now. oh well, ill get caught up.im really sressed because we get midterms this week and i have a bunch of make up and redos to do. oh well, thats what i get for being social. ;)but yea, i cant wait till rites of spring! its gunna be sooo fun (hopefully). im really worried about dana, i think she might be anorexic. maybe not, but she seems to be trying not to eat, and i know what its like. its not good. maybe ill just talk to her, i just jope she doesnt freak out at people like i did.well, i have to go do all of the 10000 thing for school ,and im gunna try to go for a arun on this gorgerous day! IT'S SPRING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i was bored

2005-01-01T07:55:18Z

INSTRUCTIONS
1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Mark(**) the things that are true about you.
3. Whatever you don't mark is false.
4. Add your own question at the end.

**01. I miss somebody right now
**02. I don't watch much TV these days
**03. I love olives
**04. I like to sleep alot
05. I own lots of books
**06. I wear glasses or contact lenses (at times)
07. I love to play video games
**08. I've tried marijuana
09. I've watched porn movies
10. I have been in a threesome
11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship
**12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy
**13. I have acne free skin
14. I like and respect Al Sharpton
**15. I curse frequently
**16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year...
**17. I have a hobby
18. I've been told I: (women) have an applebottom, (men) am packing.
19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me
20. I'm really, really smart
**21. I've never broken someone's bones
**22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal
23. I hate the rain
**24. I'm paranoid at times
**?25. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe and free of cost (maybe).
**26. I need money right now!
**(veggie)27. I love Sushi
**sometimes28. I talk really, really fast
**(usually)29. I have fresh breath in the morning
**30. I have long hair
31. I have lost money in Las Vegas
**maybe32. I have at least one brother and/or one sister
33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
**34. I shave my legs (females) or face (males) on a regular basis
35. I have a twin
36. I have worn fake hair/nails/eyelashes in the past
37. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
38. I like the way that I look a lot of the time
**39. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months
**badly40. I know how to do cornrows
**only to myself41. I am usually pessimistic
**42. I have a lot of mood swings
**43. I think prostitution should be legalized
44. I think Britney Spears is hot
45. I have cheated on a significant other in the past
**46. I have a hidden talent
47. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have
48. I think that I'm relatively popular
49. I am currently single
**50. I have kissed someone of the same sex.
**51. I enjoy talking on the phone
52. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants (i have phases)
**53. I love to shop
54. I would rather shop than eat
55. I would classify myself as ghetto
56. I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders
57. I'm obsessed with my Livejournal
58. I don't hate anyone
59. I'm a pretty good dancer
what?60. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington
61. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother
**getting one!62. I have a cell phone
63. I believe in God
64. I watch MTV on a daily basis
65. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months
**66. I love drama (i like watching THEATER drama...not people drama)
**67. I have never been in a real relationship before
**68. I've rejected someone before
69. I have never been to a big concert
**70. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life
**71. I want to have children in the future
**72. I have changed a diaper before
73. I've called the cops on a friend before
**74. I bite my nails
75. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club
**76. I'm not allergic to anything
**77. I have a lot to learn
78. I have dated someone at least 7 years older or younger
79. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie
80. I am very shy around the opposite sex sometimes
81. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message
82. I have at least 5 away messages saved
**83. I have tried alcohol or drugs before
84. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past
85. I own the "South Park" movie
86. I have avoided assignments at work to be on Livejournal
87. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or friend
88. I enjoy some country music
**89. I would die for my best friends (i'd rather not..but i think if it came down to it, i might try)
90. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza
91. I watch soap operas whenever I can
92. I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist (at a few very specific things)
93. I have used my sexuality to advance my career
94. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all
95. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story"
**96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy
97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it
98. I have dated a close friend's ex
99. I'm happy as of this moment
**100. I need to get laid
**101. Communism is your friend
102. I think school is evil.
**(SOMETIMES)103. I talk about my friends behind their backs sometimes
**104. I think Orlando Bloom is really, really hot!
who?105. I think Anya is crazy
106. I have danced naked in front of the mirror.
107. I'm in the mood for some ice cream
**108. I have forgiven the unforgiven.
109. I´m obssessed with Japan
110. I've cut myself
111. I have been forcibly restrained from fighting an authority figure
112. I've been called a bitch lots of times.... and I enjoy it....... xDD
**113. I live for tomorow
**114. I live for today
**115. I love hippies.
**116. I crave adventure.
**117. I wish i could live in the world of Harry Potter
118. I'm afraid of flying
119. I go to see movies WAY too much
**120. i have a "Happy Trail"

2005!!!!!

2005-01-01T07:42:01Z

its january 1, 2005 at 2 34 in the morning. ITS 2005!!!!!!!!! i have had a very eventful and uneventful week. i still have a shitload of homework to do, and my mom doesnt know, but thats ok, cuz its a new year!this week, i had to get stisches cuz i cut my finger to the bone closing a switch knife. ha ha! im an idiot! tonight, or last night, whatever night it was, dana was really pissing me off. she was acting like an overprotective mother, like she was so much more mature and responsible than me. and then, we were all sitting on the couch, and she was like, switch spots with me, i wanna cuddle with tiff! im just her last resort, arent i!?! whatever. i have a boyfriend now. his name is corery and hes really cute and sweet when hes with me, but he was at his house in canada for vaca. oh well.life goes on. well, im blabbing, so goodnight, or morning.................... :/

i always fuck up!

2004-11-26T05:10:49Z

i asked grace why she told bridgette what i had said and twisted my words, bd we got into this whole big fight. she was talking about how "im a stoner" and i cut, nd all this shit. nd i was cussing her ou tnd saying all this awful shit to her.after i had royaly fucked everything up, i realized what i had done. i told her that i was really sorry, nd that i didnt mean any of it. i told her how iv been bottling everythig up, nd theres been a lot of shit going on in my life, nd how it all just came ou tnd i didnt mean any of that stuff. but she didnt forgive me, with good reason. then i was talking to bridgette nd tellin gher how i had really fucked up nd felt sooooo awful. then grace sent her the whole message, nd she was like, ya, you were really harsh, nd u cant just be a bitch then apologize nd think it will all get better, which is true. so now they both hate me nd iv just fucked everything up for myself. i just see the point of living anymore, i only mess things up for myself and everyone elses. i just want this all to be over, i wanna crawl up into a little ball nd just cease to exist.

turkey day

2004-11-26T01:11:12Z

its htanksgivivng. yay. im at isobels. dana is being a bitch to me for no reason. i still really like this kid, nd hes keeps sending mixed messages, nd im so confused. he wants me to go into town with him tomarrow, but i think i have to keep packing. boo hoo. :( tear.rachel is coming over on sat to spend my first night in the house with me...we're gunna have fun! im so full! ive decided that iv gotten way too fat, even though i dont say it ( but no one ever reads my lj, so i can say it on here). i need to loose like 5 or 10 pounds, nd ill be happy. i just wish i could do it without loosing boobs. oh well, maybe ill work out. i dunno.

the story of my life (in so many words)

2004-11-23T13:01:21Z

im at rachels rihgt now, but shes still asleep. im so tired because i woke up at like 730 cuz i have a 5 alone rehearsal today at 1130, nd i was scared it was like 12, so i woke up nd now im tired. we r moving on saturday. im sooooooo excited. nd it turns out that my room is going to be done sooner than we expected.iv decided to just be at peace with living in the middle of nowhere. its very serene, nd ill be able to drive pretty soon, so its not like ill be stuck up there for the rest of my life. so all is well in that neighborhood. but i really like this guy. we r friends, nd we hang out a lot. we were hanging out the other day with a few other people, nd he was kinda flirting with me. he told me to visit him at work, so i got excited that maybe he liked me too. i went to see him, ne we made plans to hang out after he got off of work. i was supposed to meet him at 1. i sat for 2 hours waiting for him, then i walked around for another 2 hours. i saw him at 4, nd he told me that they didnt let him off tillm3. that was ok, but i was getting picked up at 4. so we walked up to thornes, nd he saw this girl htat he has a thing wiht. shes SUCH a bitch. so he left me nd started talking to her. my mom came, nd i just went home nd cried for about 2 hours. i really wanted to just kill myself, cuz everything has been falling apart lately, but then misha called, nd i calmed down. so now im loveless, the story of my life.

blah

2004-11-07T19:54:59Z

im so bored. im waiting for misha to come over. my entire life has become packing for the move.i basically dont get to have a life right now, and when we move, i get to have even less of a life. man, this shit gets me so depressed.im failing school already, i just dont have any motivation.iv become a stoner, which i dont want. iv started my little habits again( if you dont know what im talking about, its a good thing).oh man, life is shit. i really really want a bf, even a fuck buddy would do.this morning i woke up, all depressed. i was thinking about me and isos friendship, and how much i miss how things used to be. i was remembering the time that i went up there, and we told charolette that i was on the rof. i hid in donos room. then i pretended to fall off, and covered myself in snow. then iso did the same thing. i miss that . and , onetime, we all went sledding at, like, midnight. it was so much fun. but now i never go over there, and i hardly even talk to them. i miss all of that. all of the rituals, and hanging out. i never really realized how much it meant to me, and i just took it for granted, never really held on to the moment. and now ive lost it all.i need to build my life back up.

why me?!?

2004-10-24T16:15:29Z

ya know what, life just sucks! my mom doesnt trust me any more because ive been smoking a lot more, but its because she just cant face the fact that im growing up and so im trying to do things on my own taht make me feel like i have a life of my own and some control instead of her controling and monitoring everything, and so i smoke. and now brodgette hates me for it, and also because ive been hanging out with her brother. and we are moving in about a month to the middle of nowhere,where the only people i know are iso, dana, and sarah, and iso and i dont really talk anymore :( , dana is doing some things and saying some things that i dont exactly agree with ( but i still luv u!), and sarah never calls me back. so my social life is pretty much over, and from now on, all i can do is hang out with the friends of mine that all my old friends dont approve of, and smoke, which im not going to do so mch of anymore.and im really starting to thin htat there is something wrong with me. am i ugly or stupid or annoying or something? iv never had a bf, all of my friends are like, oh, well, i just cant decide between him or him, cuz they both like me, and im just like, i really want a bf!oh man, maybe i should just get a coin operated boy, you can turn him on, automatic joy,lalalalalala......